I walk a lonely road...

 Wow... It's raining!

       Standing near my balcony, watching at the rain makes me remind about all the best and the worst parts of my life, like in a flash of a lightning. 

 No issues... it's memories. 

      The moments that were buried inside a long time ago, wakes up from the grave of lost memories and haunts me during these rainy times. That one seriously gives me chills! 

      I used to walk alone in an empty street at night having my ears plugged with my headphones playing my favourite song with a repeat option. 

Hmmm... God! Nothing can be so good, when the song plays, the memories too play a role in that song. thinking, why couldn't this become true? Or is it true? 

Hahaha.. memories just plays! 

But, these memories can be either good or bad. yet still, they both brings down the tears from my eyes. Because sweet memories remind me that I'm missing those awesome moments and worst moments just sweeps away the smile from my face. simply, it ruins my present life.

    

I get reminded of this song when I talk about loneliness and repressed memories, it's from my favourite band, 'Green Day' and my all time favourite song, 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams'.

"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's only me to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone.."

 This lyrics is not simple as it looks, it has really got some deeper meanings. Those who experiences such a typical situation understand its real meanings. 

 I'd say, 'walking alone' is not bad when we have that guts to take a stand. 

But, if you fail to take a stand, never be alone. 

Because, It kills you!

- M. Shanmuga Priyan.